Thursday, March 19, 2009

somethin' in your eyes

This is a song form the movie how to lose a guy in 10 days...
its one o' the best rom-coms I'v ever seen
go check it out!!!




Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

Sunday, March 8, 2009

A Chapter and A Life

A STORY....

A chapter
and a life.

Nice morning is'nt it? Well, i feel hungry and this strange creature is not even bothered! Are u seeing this god? If not food then I'll hunt for a family i suppose.
A 4 month old kitten was roaming around a temple and thinking all this (i suppose).He is talking to God AND God seems to be on a one to one relation with him!
Look!there comes a same type of creature, she seems to be nice does'nt she? 'Child you just got the right person, but you'll have to deal with the consequences.' said God. So here I go!Ohk now, she's SO strange, she's holding her hands together and standing in front of God.
The kitten goes and stands beside this woman. The woman pats him on his head and walks away.
Ohk I guess this is not gonna be simple(so he starts following the woman).The woman picks him up.
Oh NO!i want to walk!(the kitten struggles and the woman lets him down and he follows her so she pics him again being afraid of dogs.And brings him HOME.)

Hmmmm...not bad. Two more strange creatures and another MORE strange one. I can handle this!(the woman introduces the kitten to all the members of he family..2 daughters and her husband. Then pours some milk and gives it to the kitten.) yummmmmmmmm...FOOD!I love you mummy...

5 months pass...

its SO cold....n m feeling so lazy...and hv'nt got the strength to get up...donno what's wrong...something in my stomach keeps on pinching me...oh mummy its paining!!(the woman tries everything food to medicines...no improvement)...

The kitten died without knowing the reason as to why did he have to suffer so much...and leving the family devastated...every member of the family feels it's their fault...but THAT wont bring the kid back..the kitten came to the family at the time when its members were going through emotional crises...he helped every member...without even knowing what he was doing....I can't speak for all the members of the family..but there is this teenage girl who sees her mother going through her daily chores and a saddening line permanently embeded on her face, a father who would'nt speak out his feelings and an elder sisterwho just can't stop crying.
The li'l baby had made so much difference in thier lives that its next to impossible to put the thought away that their dearest member will never come and sit on their laps, brush against their legs, and not turn the house up side down anymore...
The kitten suffered so much and fought against death till the last moment unaware that its not death calling him, its god calling his angel back 'coz their som family who is in more need of him now....

This kitten was 'CHILLI' my baby,I donno why but i feel like he died coz of me...i never take my stand firmly...only if I had forced my father to take him to the doctor may be that kid would have been sitting right next to me and playing with me..............
We love you chilli, and will always....u made it sure....you were a chapter in our lives but we were your entire life....that is what everyone keeps on tellig us...all i'd like to add to this is that...YOU are the best chapter in our lives and I love to coming back to this chapter and wishing my life would have ended with this very chapter....

[P.S. : That's big time melodrama...but its true...]

[P.S. : I love you]