The darker side of me!

DISCLAIMER: To whom so ever it may concern. It is nat a private me. This "darker" side of me is what I am famous for!

You must be wondering why such a heading! It should have been the 'dark' side of me,but as it concerns ME it has to be the 'darker' side of me as funnily all my sides are dark- literary or psychologically! Ohk people its not a matter to laugh on so coming down to the TOPIC! The darker side of me would be the thing that a person realises instantly when he or she meets me for the first 'few' times,as one cannot know someone in the very first meeting! So the very first thing evrybody tells me about me is my supposed ability to loose temper really fast! I known this fact for the past ,as far as i can remember, 10 years! And the worse part rather the 'darker' part is that I hav'nt been able to control or make 'amends' for it.

But being Highly egoistical i can justify it...though not completely but to SOME extent. But as I write this passage I realise that its not about ego, because I myself want to get rid of this ''darker ME'' and also the fact the this anger has become an inevitable part of my life and 'm not able to get rid of it!

Now try this------it might help you understand what am I really trying to say!

I hate it

but

it adds to my ATTITUDE

so

thats ME! The ego in me...

The anger in ME!

I love it

but

it is a black spot on my personality

so

thats ME! The spin in me

The anger in ME!

This part

the anger in ME!

...is a part of me

that can not be riped

and

thrown away!

It has stuck for so long

unabling me to 'change' it!

this anger in ME!

Ummm..so by now i hope you'v got an IDEA how difficult it is for me to leave ''the anger in me''...so the conclusion is- all you people better start dealing with it and make sure that YOU do'nt do any such thing that would FORCE me to bring out the ''darker'' side of me!;)

Be happy

and let others be happy

AS WELL!

[P.S.:-all the above discription of me is absolutly true please do not consider it as a joke. But I can assure each and everyone that 'm not ALL that bad......I can be if not good but atleast nice at times.]