AGAIN
that's a word which has
become the most prominent 'feature'
of my life, lately.
AGAIN
everything seems to be
related to THE past
I
most unwillingly wish
would never had been
THE past!
As this very past has made
THE present 'm living today.
And
probably will be living in
THE future!
What the **** did
I
do to get THIS?!!
SO now
every corner, every road
every place scares me.
Making me run
to somewhere where there is
NOwhere!
Everything that reminds me
of all that, though
I turn my back
It's impossible to
DO so!
I always wish,
that
I had the courage
I boast of.
Oh I feel so guilty
of everything, that
logically i should be
DOING.
I'm guilty, I feel
ashamed of everything,
of which
I should'nt be!
ALL this ends with only one word:
CONFUSED!
