Confessions of a Sister

Dedicated to my one and only sister. Elder to me (whom many on first sight take to be the younger one).

• I love you.
• I hate you.
• You are the best critic I could ever have.
• I am jealous when people say you seem to be the younger one.
• I never want to be like you.
• I admire your guts.
• I love to steal your belongings.
• I wish I was as pretty as you.
• I miss you.
• I wish I was as intelligent as you.
• I've been imagining your wedding day ever since Shivangi's sister got married.
• I keep doubting if you love me above all...except mum and dad.
• I don't like it when you keep talking on phone and not with me.
• I know no one has ever loved me as much as you have.
• You are the best sister I could ever have had.
• I've never felt the need of a brother with you in my life.

I can not remember all right now, I'll keep updating this. I can assure you there are many more confessions to make...jokes apart.

Love

Guilty...

Mrinal

The Golden Friends...with a touch of gray.

Open your eyes

come out in the twilight

Drain in the beauty

and prepare yourself

for the

New Moon tomorrow night.

Dear 'S'

I know how you feel, but can you stop being an ass for ONCE? Why are you so determined to ruin yourself? Can't you see? We are better off without those freaking bitches!

Dear Bitch 'A'

Why the hell do you always want to prove me wrong? There are better ways to speak YOUR mind! But NO you HAVE to make me look like a donkey in a horse race!

Dear Fucking Bitch 'S'

Yes of course there are better ways to make someone understand, but here we are talking about YOU! You are not someone! So now do you get the point?

Dear 'A'

Of I do. You always catch me on my fall.

It is not easy to define friendship. But in all my experiences with friends these were the weirdest (if that is a word, which I doubt). They are the most fascinating pair of friends I've ever seen (though I must say I have not seen much). They are the best of friends, and guess what they are each others worst enemies. I am not sure if I am right in saying that, but so it seems. But what ever may come they have been there for each other, always.

A Unicorn Shines

It's blood saves lives.

A phoenix burns to

Come back to life.

A Centure reads the sky

to unfold the future.

A Creative soul

lives, burns and unfolds

the mystery of Thee.

There's is the best relationship I've ever seen. They are like two different souls yet same. It is like having a best friend, and everything that is not a 'best friend'. I won't leak the names, because if I do I might just betray their trust. Well it is one of my stupid superstitions.

A Beautiful Mind

is hard to find.

A Caring Heart

is always heard.

A Helping Hand

is not slippery as sand.

A creative Soul

is like a morning song.

I love the two creative souls even if I always say I do not. The touch of gray just adds to the spark they create.You two are like the splashes of the cold water in this freaking summer that just adds to the enjoyment list.

[P.S. : TOUCHWOOD]

Thanks To You

'M fine
Thanks to you.

I eat
I talk
I sleep
I survive
Thanks to you.

BUT
As I walk today
On the Highway
searching
for a way
by the way on which
I will stumble upon
someday,
I feel
a feeling I cannot apprehend.
I feel happy, for sure
I feel unsure
too.
A question
keeps buzzing
Am I really happy?
Or
is it yet another illusion?
Which creats confusion!

But yes
I know
I HAVE to be happy
content, high on spirits
as superfluous things
make everything
abysmal.

So,
'M fortunate
to have
whatever I have.

And for all this
I
thank you
the Angel above
guiding my life
and fighting my
obnoxious self.

Dear Angel,
Thanks to you
I survive
that too,
as good luck would have it.

A Chapter and A Life

A STORY....

A chapter
and a life.

Nice morning is'nt it? Well, i feel hungry and this strange creature is not even bothered! Are u seeing this god? If not food then I'll hunt for a family i suppose.
A 4 month old kitten was roaming around a temple and thinking all this (i suppose).He is talking to God AND God seems to be on a one to one relation with him!
Look!there comes a same type of creature, she seems to be nice does'nt she? 'Child you just got the right person, but you'll have to deal with the consequences.' said God. So here I go!Ohk now, she's SO strange, she's holding her hands together and standing in front of God.
The kitten goes and stands beside this woman. The woman pats him on his head and walks away.
Ohk I guess this is not gonna be simple(so he starts following the woman).The woman picks him up.
Oh NO!i want to walk!(the kitten struggles and the woman lets him down and he follows her so she pics him again being afraid of dogs.And brings him HOME.)

Hmmmm...not bad. Two more strange creatures and another MORE strange one. I can handle this!(the woman introduces the kitten to all the members of he family..2 daughters and her husband. Then pours some milk and gives it to the kitten.) yummmmmmmmm...FOOD!I love you mummy...

5 months pass...

its SO cold....n m feeling so lazy...and hv'nt got the strength to get up...donno what's wrong...something in my stomach keeps on pinching me...oh mummy its paining!!(the woman tries everything food to medicines...no improvement)...

The kitten died without knowing the reason as to why did he have to suffer so much...and leving the family devastated...every member of the family feels it's their fault...but THAT wont bring the kid back..the kitten came to the family at the time when its members were going through emotional crises...he helped every member...without even knowing what he was doing....I can't speak for all the members of the family..but there is this teenage girl who sees her mother going through her daily chores and a saddening line permanently embeded on her face, a father who would'nt speak out his feelings and an elder sisterwho just can't stop crying.
The li'l baby had made so much difference in thier lives that its next to impossible to put the thought away that their dearest member will never come and sit on their laps, brush against their legs, and not turn the house up side down anymore...
The kitten suffered so much and fought against death till the last moment unaware that its not death calling him, its god calling his angel back 'coz their som family who is in more need of him now....

This kitten was 'CHILLI' my baby,I donno why but i feel like he died coz of me...i never take my stand firmly...only if I had forced my father to take him to the doctor may be that kid would have been sitting right next to me and playing with me..............
We love you chilli, and will always....u made it sure....you were a chapter in our lives but we were your entire life....that is what everyone keeps on tellig us...all i'd like to add to this is that...YOU are the best chapter in our lives and I love to coming back to this chapter and wishing my life would have ended with this very chapter....

[P.S. : That's big time melodrama...but its true...]

[P.S. : I love you]