Confessions of a Sister

Dedicated to my one and only sister. Elder to me (whom many on first sight take to be the younger one).

• I love you.
• I hate you.
• You are the best critic I could ever have.
• I am jealous when people say you seem to be the younger one.
• I never want to be like you.
• I admire your guts.
• I love to steal your belongings.
• I wish I was as pretty as you.
• I miss you.
• I wish I was as intelligent as you.
• I've been imagining your wedding day ever since Shivangi's sister got married.
• I keep doubting if you love me above all...except mum and dad.
• I don't like it when you keep talking on phone and not with me.
• I know no one has ever loved me as much as you have.
• You are the best sister I could ever have had.
• I've never felt the need of a brother with you in my life.

I can not remember all right now, I'll keep updating this. I can assure you there are many more confessions to make...jokes apart.

Love

Guilty...

Mrinal

Random Things About Me (Part 2)

Here I am again telling, rather blabbering about myself without knowing if anyone is even interested in knowing it. I guess I am doing this for two major reasons:
1. I am trying to understand myself.
2. I want my tini-mini blog to be active untill I get enough time to write the long posts I once used to.

So without any further explanantions lets start with 'myself' :

32. I don't like talking on phone long.
33. I love melodramatic movies.
34. I wonder how someone came love only and only one person at a time. Well as in you know 'boyfriend' kind of love.(Many contradictions coming to this for sure.)
35. I have a major ego problem.
36. I can be irritating without even caring about it.
37. I am desperate and excited for my sister's wedding day. (Strange!? I know, girls are usually desperate and excited about their own wedding, but seriously I can't imagine myself getting married.)
38. I don't like orange candies.
39. I believe I am evil. NOT cruel but evil. =D
40. I am selfish for strangers.
41. I love cotton sarees.
42. I don't believe in the mythical-religious stories. But I do believe in a divine power. Though I must confess I love reading, watching and hearing all these stories such as Ramayana.
43. I want to fall in love with a complete stranger.
44. I don't really know what is my kind of guy but from my past experiences I've realized my kind of guy would be a lean, rich, B.A.D.(it is in capitals because I want to emphasize on this one ), dumb, respectful of elders,  flamboyant, and ready to accept me as I am - without any changes.
45. I love momos.(That is why I eat them up.)=D
46. I don't make friends easily.
47. I might seem shy, innocent, quite, and lovey-dovey to strangers.
48. I get angry really fast.
49. I believe in 'magic'.
50. I don't really hate anyone.
51. Once I get to know someone I stick to them.
52. I don't like tragedies. And my entire course of this year is full of tragedies...trauma!!
53. I adore my best buddies. (I know it is obvious but I just wanted to mention it.)
54. I can like anything! Beleive me! if I can like 'Laga Chunri Mein Daag'- the movie, I can like anything. So say my friends. :)
55. My grammar is BAD!!!
56. I am bad with spellings as well. (Cool now everyone is wondering 'What is this idiot doing in a course like English hons.?')
57. I have a 'twin'. Not the biological one but mentally and philosophically alike twin. ANCHAL. I hope you read this Anchal.
58. Even though Sanjukta (one of my best friend) hardly likes anything in me she IS my best friend.Strange but true.
60. I lost a best friend lately. Well it was coming for a long time but I accepted it recently.(I had 5 best friends before this.)
61. I don't like when people say 'Bye'.
62. I never turn around to see if the person is still standing where I lift them or have they left.
63. I love taking long walks.
64. I prefer face-to-face conversations.
65. I don't like candle-light dinners. The idea just seems too obvious to me. I prefer thunders...and beaches...or mountainhills for 'romance'. But I am not much of a romantic.


Ummm....that's it for today. I hope I did not repeat anything, I don't want to go check it, because my silly super slow computer is frustrating me now. And I want to make one of my past statements clear: when I said 'I don't like Harry Potter' I meant I did not like Harry Potter the character, because I love the series. Its my all time favorite! My school friends and I even called ourselves 'Potter Freaks or Potterish'. And about the character, I am not outrightly saying that I don't like it I am trying to say that I don't like it as much as he is hyped about. I'd prefer Ron over Harry any day! I guess I've made my point clear.

That's it for the time being. :)

The Wedding Date

One of the best movie ever made.

I know there are a whole lot of hollywood 'Big Time' romantic comedies such as 'My Bestfriend's Wedding', 'Pretty Woman', 'When Harry met Sally', 'While You were Sleeping', 'Notting Hill' and loads and loads more...these just a few, to metion. But what I am trying to say is I don't know how many people have seen this movie and liked it, but I just could'nt help falling in love with the 'guy' hooker!NICK!

PLOT

Kat Ellis (Debra Messing) is a single New Yorker who returns to her parents' house in London to be the maid of honor at her younger half sister's (Amy Adams) wedding. She is dismayed to discover that the best man is none other than her former fiancé, who unceremoniously dumped her two years ago. Anxious about confronting him and eager to impress him, she hires debonair male escort Nick Mercer (Dermot Mulroney) to pose as her boyfriend.

Kat intends to make her former flame, Jeffrey (Jeremy Sheffield), jealous, but her plan backfires when Nick convinces everyone, including her, that they are madly in love. Kat then feels herself too falling for Nick as he slowly falls for her. Along the way, Kat discovers that her younger half sister, Amy, slept with Jeffrey while they were still together. This affair was the reason why Jeffrey dumped Kat because he fancied himself in love with Amy. Amy confesses her guilt to her fiancé Ed (Jack Davenport) just before the church ceremony. However, Ed decides that he loves Amy more than he is angry and they end up getting hitched after all. Kat and Nick end up together.

I'd advice all 'romance' freaks to please try and what it! I tell you it's worth it! And to top it all it has my all time favorite song 'Sway' by Michel Buble

I don't say this about all movies even though I am a movie freek and I watch every next movie. To top it all I almost like all the movies i watch but there are only a few that really touch my heart, or for that matter my mind. Just to add 'Kaminey' is the best movie after 'Dev D' in Bollywood this year.

Dermot Mulroney is one of the hottest guys in Hollywood.

Ronald 'Ron' Weasley

Ronald Bilius Weasley: Meaning

Ronald: Having Gods' Power

Bilius: One of the four Medieval "humors" (temperaments), indicating anger and peevishness. Ron takes his middle name from his Uncle Bilius.

Weasley: Family name.

Ron Weasley is Harry Potter’s best friend and the youngest son of Mollyand Arthur Weasley. The story of Ron’s life is one of being overshadowed by his family and friends, yet it is Ron’s heart and humor that have solidified his friendships and given those around him the support they needed to carry through. Tall and gangly with bright red hair and freckles. Ron has a way of keeping things lighthearted that makes him well-liked, despite occasional bouts of stress. He also played an instrumental role in Voldemort’s defeat, and though history may not remember him for it as it will Harry, Ron learned as he grew that this did not make him any less important.

Ron met Harry on the Hogwarts Express in 1991, and they quickly became friends. A funny sort of jealousy existed between them, with Harry in awe of Ron’s family and knowledge of the wizarding world and Ron of Harry’s money and fame. However, despite feeling angry with Harry at times, such as when he thought Harry had deliberately entered the Triwizard Tournament or misled him in the hunt for Horcruxes, Ron deeply cared about his best friend and overwhelmingly supported him – putting his life on the line several times and supporting Harry in the face of doubters. Harry knew this when he quickly forgave Ron each time he returned.

Ron also had another relationship which faced some growing pains over the years – his friendship with Hermione Granger. Though attracted to each other for years, the two showed this mainly by bickering; Ron certainly didn’t step up when he had the chance and ask Hermione to the Yule Ball, for example, though he spent the whole evening envious of her date, Viktor Krum. In his sixth year, Ron came to the cold realization that Hermione had likely snogged Krum and retaliated by getting involved with Lavender Brown. The superficial relationship soon fell apart, and though Ron continued to fear that Hermione wouldn’t think him good enough for her, they finally came around to each other just before the Battle of Hogwarts.

Ron did manage to capture some glory while at Hogwarts, as Keeper for the Gryffindor Quidditch team. An avid Chudley Cannons fan his whole life, Ron tried out for the Gryffindor team and made it in 1995 – only to find himself a nervous wreck during matches. When he finally found his focus, though, Ron ended up being a team hero and leading them to two Quidditch cups, fulfilling a lifelong dream.

Above all, through his childhood, Ron played an instrumental part in Harry’s epic encounters with Voldemort. Among other things he sacrificed himself so that Harry could reach the Philosopher’s Stone, journeyed with Harry into the Chamber of Secrets, helped form Dumbledore's Army, fought and was severely injured in the Department of Mysteries, defended against the Death Eaters that broke into Hogwarts, saved Harry from drowning and destroyed a Horcrux, figured out how to break into the Chamber of Secrets again, to destroy another Horcrux, and fought in the Battle of Hogwarts, breaking one of Voldemort’s Silencing Charms and defeating Fenrir Greyback. Though he later jokes of being “extremely famous”, it would not be undeserved.

Following Voldemort’s defeat, Harry, Neville and Ron were recruited by Minister Shacklebolt to be Aurors, and seek out the remaining Death Eaters. Ron also helped George run the hugely successful Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes shop. Sometime between 1998 and 2005, Ron married Hermione, with whom he had two children, Rose and Hugo. And in the end, he got the fame he had desired ever since the Mirror of Erised showed him as Head Boy – and got his picture on a Chocolate Frog card. (These are just speculations.)

Ron is one of my MOST favorite characters in the entire Harry Potter series, if someone does not like him keep your thoughts to yourself. Plus no one can afford to dislike him ANYWAY.

You rock Ron!

" Always the tone of surprise."
-- Ron Weasley, to Hermione (Deathly Hallows)

Weasley can save anything,
He never leaves a single ring,
That's why Gryffindors all sing:
Weasley is our King.
-- victory song (Order of the Phoenix)

"That makes me sound a lot cooler than I was."
-- Ron Weasley, to Harry (Deathly Hallows)

The Golden Friends...with a touch of gray.

Open your eyes

come out in the twilight

Drain in the beauty

and prepare yourself

for the

New Moon tomorrow night.

Dear 'S'

I know how you feel, but can you stop being an ass for ONCE? Why are you so determined to ruin yourself? Can't you see? We are better off without those freaking bitches!

Dear Bitch 'A'

Why the hell do you always want to prove me wrong? There are better ways to speak YOUR mind! But NO you HAVE to make me look like a donkey in a horse race!

Dear Fucking Bitch 'S'

Yes of course there are better ways to make someone understand, but here we are talking about YOU! You are not someone! So now do you get the point?

Dear 'A'

Of I do. You always catch me on my fall.

It is not easy to define friendship. But in all my experiences with friends these were the weirdest (if that is a word, which I doubt). They are the most fascinating pair of friends I've ever seen (though I must say I have not seen much). They are the best of friends, and guess what they are each others worst enemies. I am not sure if I am right in saying that, but so it seems. But what ever may come they have been there for each other, always.

A Unicorn Shines

It's blood saves lives.

A phoenix burns to

Come back to life.

A Centure reads the sky

to unfold the future.

A Creative soul

lives, burns and unfolds

the mystery of Thee.

There's is the best relationship I've ever seen. They are like two different souls yet same. It is like having a best friend, and everything that is not a 'best friend'. I won't leak the names, because if I do I might just betray their trust. Well it is one of my stupid superstitions.

A Beautiful Mind

is hard to find.

A Caring Heart

is always heard.

A Helping Hand

is not slippery as sand.

A creative Soul

is like a morning song.

I love the two creative souls even if I always say I do not. The touch of gray just adds to the spark they create.You two are like the splashes of the cold water in this freaking summer that just adds to the enjoyment list.

[P.S. : TOUCHWOOD]

It Is All Fine

Running from the past

Never helped, Still

the hope stayed, that

the moment would pass.

The feeling so inaccurate.

The only feeling that seem to clear

is Disappointment, in self.

Diary of a teenager

I sit here on my bed today, and feel so helpless. Writing down my feelings has become my ultimate escape from reality for short durations. Though these escapes are haunted by the past. I have never been good at expressing myself, and writing is something at which I have sucked my entire life.

After an year of the fateful day it does not help if I say 'it was the right thing to do', or 'I miss you' (because that is a lie ) or even if I try to convince myself not to think about that day (even when I am not sure which exact day or date it was, but it definatly happened around this time).

Ah, I got carried away. Today finally I have decided to say it (or write in this case) all out loud.

The dust of the past still lingers in my eyes. If I rub them it hurts, if I let it be it irritates. I know there are other solutions to it, but I have not been the least bit of rational in past few months. So here is the long story told short:

A guy tried to woo me for four months I did not notice. AT ALL. Then finally when I did, I did not believe it. He was (is) far too cute! And all those questions about why would a guy like him would ever like me? started popping up. Then he proposed. I said yes. Not right away though. He behaved like a perfect boyfriend. But still I did not believe it...why the hell would he like ME? Then he started working. TIME. No talks. No meetings. I thought he did not like me anymore. I got irritated and broke up. He did not say a word.

A month later he says: You don't call anymore...?

THE END.

This is my side of the story. The only problem I could locate in him was that he was a drunkard. But that's no reason to hate such a cute guy! I can not bring myself to forget him. I can't talk to him, because I get super nervous around him. For example the last time he called I started crying like a freak for no reason.

Since then I haven't had any guy in my life, of course apart from my father and best friend. I try blaming that on the fact that I am in a girls college, but that is again no reason for not exploring my options. Not that I am desperate for another boyfriend or something. The problem is I have NO idea what is going on! I have no idea where this is going. It was not all that 'deep love' sort of thing, come to think of it it was not even love.

OH GOD! This is freaking me out!

I seriously want to get over all this. High time. But nothing seem to be helping. Not even TOM!

[P.S. : 1) I have had a crush on Thomas Andrew Felton ever since I was 14 years old.

2) The title is 'It Is All Fine' because whenever a girl says the word 'fine' that is a clear enough indication that 'nothing' is fine.]

Someone's watching over me...

I dedicate this song to my angel.....I know who he is and whatever may come, he'll keep the best for me.

Found myself today

Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up

No I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up

No I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up

No I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That I won't give up

No I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even when it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That someone's watching over

Someone's watching over

Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me.

Mother

You brought me to this world

with a vocation in:

Love, passion and

Compassion.

Holding and nourishing me

In your gentle arms

Telling me the Cinderella Story

Giving me the love Cinderella* was deprived of,

and a Anestassia* never thought of.

You make sure

That I get the the pick of the bunch.

You think of my future

As a fantasy come true,

of which Bell** is surprised too.

You never asked for any thing

But my Happiness.

You never wanted anything

But my Success.

You are Sun.

You are the Moon.

You the Rain.

You are the train

that leads to the right station without delay.

You are the highest mountain,

You are the largest ocean,

You are the wishing pond,

You are the Phoenix song.

You are the Hope.

I thank you Mother

for the Castle of Love,

for the love Cinderella was denied,

for the the dream that Bell only dreamed,

for the strength of Mulan***.

Thank you Mother

for

Everything.

[*Cinderella is the heroine of the fairy tale 'Cinderella' and Anestassia was her step sister.

**Bell is the heroine of the fairy tale 'Beauty and the Beast'

***Mulan is the heroine of the fairy tale 'Mulan'.]

One Love :))

Well people have the ability to love loads of things, people, etc. And in that case I am NORMAL!!I love loads of things...and my list is ENDLESS! So in short I love ALmost EVERYthing in this world! Just a small example before I start off with the main topic, I don't understand how people say that they like this movie or that movie, I mean I like ALL movies I watch, after all movies(except the REALLY bad ones, of course) have their bads and goods...right?I like something or the other about every movie and DON'T like certain things about them as well; take the example of the movie i
watched for the 100th time today THE "DDLJ"!!I mean its SUCH A MELODRAMATIC movie. I hate the way that mother keeps on tell her poor daughter(Simran) that she'll have to sacrifice her happiness and all the crap ALL the time- JUST BECAUSE she is a GIRL !!for god sake! I just can't take that shit! AND the famous K-K-K-K-K-Kiran style of SRK it irritates me BIG TIME! But then this movie is SO beautifully picturised i just can't help watching it again and again!

I hope the point is clear now. :)

I've always loved animals as a mater of fact even insects(that is how weird I can be)!But to confronting them has always been difficult for me. Everyone loves some animal or other, most like dogs, others lions-tigers-leopards-and many other. And 'm NO different in this case! I love the smallest member of the cat family!

CATS! I now some people think cats aren't good. So I'd like to advise 'these' people that just go try and become friends with them and you'll realise how lovable the are!

I'll tell you through my own experience. My relatives have ALWAYS had cats as pets and whenever I went to meet them I used to ask them to PLEASE keep them away from me. I was SO scared of them!I never tried to even go and say a simple hello to them! And then one day my mum got a li'l kitten home! I completely fell in love with him (Chilli, A he-cat). I couldn't help it! And now that he is gone he has taught me all animals are special, it's just US who make them 'seem' scary! He became one of the loves in my life and probably the one I claim to love more than ANYBODY (yes! more than I love my parents)! THIS is Chilli:

All I want to convey through this post is that every animal has feelings, don't drive them away, they just want love which WE have in abundance to give but don't give due to our selfishness and meanness. And 'M telling you your loving them is not a waste as animals can be humans BEST friend...they'll love you UNCONDITIONALLY, without question, without doubt, and without reasoning! They'll JUST love you!

[P.S. :The first two photos are of my relative's cats (Patloo and Saadhu).]
[P.P.S. : I love load of other things as well, just to add, for example chocolates, cakes, ice-creams, watermelons, walnut brownies, the word 'FREAKING', Ron Weasley, Edward Cullen, movies(as one must have guessed by now), etc...etc..etc. ]

^^Father^^

Today m gonna try and write on one of the most difficult topics in the entire universe!

FATHER

It's not happened once or twice...but keeps on happening every now and then. When I was younger I use to tease my sister that mama loves me more than her, and she used to get really pissed off. I never even cared what papa might be thinking. Well this must be the case when I was around 8-9 of age, today I feel like my dad is the only person who will listen when I want to talk to someone...obviously not about a crush or boyfriend...but other matters...you know matters like why does mum has to be SO strict??Why does di have to be so rude at times?...things like why are people in this world so indifferent?? Hope you got the point.

Recently my father went out for a trip for 10 days, I was happy that I'll get some freedom, no one will stop me from doing what I wanna do...and had already made SO many plans...but within a day I was desperately wanting to just see him! And then these 10 days started to seem so god damn lousy!

Over and above my father keeps on telling me not to get attached to him, and when I ask for a reason he simply says your mother loves you, so go love her why are you wasting your love on ME?....and I get SO pissed off with this stupid reply that I simply say to him...whatever dad!

Fathers' never tell us how much they love us, its not that a father doesn't love his kids or a father loves his daughter more or a mother loves her son more...all parents love their kids equally...it's us who increase the distances...and that too what for...for some stupid thing called EGO!! I read this really nice thought somewhere "If we drop our ego our lives will get released from tension." This thought gets implied her as well! As for teenagers today, well those I know of (most of them ,that is), their parents are their worst enemy!It's high time they realized the truth!

'M posting some thoughts I found really touching.....

• He didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it.

• A truly rich man is one whose children run into his arms when his hands are empty.

• Father! - to God himself we cannot give a holier name.

• One father is more than a hundred School-masters.

• A father is always making his baby into a little woman. And when she is a woman he turns her back again.

• Any man can be a father. It takes someone special to be a dad.

The greatest gift I ever had
Came from God; I call him Dad!
-ME


[P.S. : what really made me realize this truth, though known it forever, but to bring it to the surface was movie.......which I'v already seen for 1000 times...and still can watch it...Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham]

somethin' in your eyes

This is a song form the movie how to lose a guy in 10 days...
its one o' the best rom-coms I'v ever seen
go check it out!!!




Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A Chapter and A Life

A STORY....

A chapter
and a life.

Nice morning is'nt it? Well, i feel hungry and this strange creature is not even bothered! Are u seeing this god? If not food then I'll hunt for a family i suppose.
A 4 month old kitten was roaming around a temple and thinking all this (i suppose).He is talking to God AND God seems to be on a one to one relation with him!
Look!there comes a same type of creature, she seems to be nice does'nt she? 'Child you just got the right person, but you'll have to deal with the consequences.' said God. So here I go!Ohk now, she's SO strange, she's holding her hands together and standing in front of God.
The kitten goes and stands beside this woman. The woman pats him on his head and walks away.
Ohk I guess this is not gonna be simple(so he starts following the woman).The woman picks him up.
Oh NO!i want to walk!(the kitten struggles and the woman lets him down and he follows her so she pics him again being afraid of dogs.And brings him HOME.)

Hmmmm...not bad. Two more strange creatures and another MORE strange one. I can handle this!(the woman introduces the kitten to all the members of he family..2 daughters and her husband. Then pours some milk and gives it to the kitten.) yummmmmmmmm...FOOD!I love you mummy...

5 months pass...

its SO cold....n m feeling so lazy...and hv'nt got the strength to get up...donno what's wrong...something in my stomach keeps on pinching me...oh mummy its paining!!(the woman tries everything food to medicines...no improvement)...

The kitten died without knowing the reason as to why did he have to suffer so much...and leving the family devastated...every member of the family feels it's their fault...but THAT wont bring the kid back..the kitten came to the family at the time when its members were going through emotional crises...he helped every member...without even knowing what he was doing....I can't speak for all the members of the family..but there is this teenage girl who sees her mother going through her daily chores and a saddening line permanently embeded on her face, a father who would'nt speak out his feelings and an elder sisterwho just can't stop crying.
The li'l baby had made so much difference in thier lives that its next to impossible to put the thought away that their dearest member will never come and sit on their laps, brush against their legs, and not turn the house up side down anymore...
The kitten suffered so much and fought against death till the last moment unaware that its not death calling him, its god calling his angel back 'coz their som family who is in more need of him now....

This kitten was 'CHILLI' my baby,I donno why but i feel like he died coz of me...i never take my stand firmly...only if I had forced my father to take him to the doctor may be that kid would have been sitting right next to me and playing with me..............
We love you chilli, and will always....u made it sure....you were a chapter in our lives but we were your entire life....that is what everyone keeps on tellig us...all i'd like to add to this is that...YOU are the best chapter in our lives and I love to coming back to this chapter and wishing my life would have ended with this very chapter....

[P.S. : That's big time melodrama...but its true...]

[P.S. : I love you]

The dumbasses in my life!

It's been long since I posted my last post. So in the new year though I dont have any particular topic to write, but still I have to do the "SHRI GANESH" and what better toppic there can be!!!By the word 'dumbass' one might think that m going to talk about people I who dislike me but here the matter is the other way round!Here m going to tell you about my '5' favorite people apart from my family.
These '5' unfortunate people are my best friends! Probably someday...sometime I did something very good that god has given me the most wonderful gifts he ever made -love of best friends. Some people dont even have ONE best friend and I have '5' (LOL)..TOUCHWOOD!
I'll start with metioning their names:
1. Sanjukta (who hates my blog)
2. Shweta (never reads my blog)
3. Shivangi (not interested)
4. Apurva (kind of likes my blog)
5. Manan (reads my blog just for MY satisfaction)

1. Sanjukta actually hates my blog because according to her there is absolutly nothing worth reading or interesting in it. Apart from this I'v written so much about her in my blog earlier that even if I write more about her it'll be less. I thank her for being always there when I'v needed someone without telling the problem , well she always knows whenever I'm sad or depressed, I dont know HOW! but she ALWAYS knows! Thankyou Sanju for being there always and I hope and wish that you'll always be there!!

2. We talk in months and months but there is NO formality! as though we just met yesterday!I cant remember the day when I met Shweta but as far as I remember she's been there around me like forever and it seems she'll be there forevermore! We share the same thoughts, same ideologies, the same tastes.....but we are still the two ends of a friendship who'll make sure that THIS friendship never breaks.

3. We talk like once in a year!(lol)...still the bond has lasted. Though we both are leos we are entirly different TO THE CORE!!I cant say much about her because Shivangi is a personality of less words and more actions. She is one modest person who NEVER takes a compliment and breaks anyones head who calls her pretty (lol).A personality of unconditional love and happiness....just be the way you are and you'll reach the goal you'v set for yourself!!!

4. I love you...I love you...I love you!! Ahem ahem...no no Apurva is'nt my lesbial partner...we are both straight...my love for her increases everytime, everyday, every hour! She is the one with whom my humor actually matches...though she is better than me. WE are potter freaks so mind you never talk any kind of shit about Potter books!We love tom...hurray he is mine now!! and her brother(lol)....She is a person about whom I'v tried writing so many times and I cant do justice to her personality and even if I try again I know I'll fail...so try to know her yourself and you'll know what you'v been missing in your life!TO APURVA:-dont ever try and forget me , anyways I'll never let you forget me!!!hahahahahahahahaha[evil laugh]

5. MANAN SHARMA-:new on the block!!He is my brand new best friend though I dont know whether I am his best friend or not. But anyways, it is DAMN difficult to explain or describe him. He is absolutly complicated, actually he creats these complications for himself (I can tell you, m experienced). Ohk apart from that on the friendship front I can keep my hand on the 'geeta' and say that there never existed a mixture of fun, emotions, laughter, melodrama, confusion and cheapness(lol)...delete the last part! He was there when I wanted someone to just hear me out and not blame me, he was there when everone else was busy, he was there to make me laugh in tears and he has been there since then! Thankyou Manan for everything. Though you dont CARE!lol....AND I promise you'll get JUST the right person when the right time comes because believe it or not untill the right time nither I nor you can do anything about it!(hope u got what m talking about).