Showing posts with label Heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Heart. Show all posts

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Sometimes




There are times when I want
Nay, I need 
to be alone, and just hide and cry.
And yet wishing
Someone would see my tears
And try to just
dry 'em
making them precious jems.
....And the tears come faster.
Suddenly all those memories
Lovely memories rush though my mind.
Knowingly yet unknowingly
that angel up there is sad,
because I am...
So I make my night wish
Not to God,
But to my angel.

"Take me, when my time comes,
...and may my time come...
Before my loved one's."

Friday, April 2, 2010

The Jungle Girl



Ten million fire flies
Two million green lush trees
Three million fishes in the river near by
Four million autumn leaves

My Jungle.

Love, a lot of it.
Envy, not a bit.
Friends, lots of them.
Enemies, can't tolerate them.

My Jungle.

'M the Protectress.
'M the Queen.
'M the Keeper.
'M the Owner.
'M the laborer.

My Jungle.
I live in it;
and no one dare lay a finger on my sanctuary.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

The Search



A Sleep

A Dream

A wake up call
That's all it takes.

I found so many things
With that my search starts
...for more than i dream of
This marks the beginning.

And yet
the tinge of doubt entangles me
...into it's treacherous web;
My path thus wavers
Not one
Not two
But too many choices to choose from.

Will I get what I want?
How will I get it?
Where will I get it?
WHEN will I get it?


WHAT is it that i want??

....and the search continues....

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Confessions of a Sister




Dedicated to my one and only sister. Elder to me (whom many on first sight take to be the younger one).




  • I love you.
  • I hate you.
  • You are the best critic I could ever have.
  • I am jealous when people say you seem to be the younger one.
  • I never want to be like you.
  • I admire your guts.
  • I love to steal your belongings.
  • I wish I was as pretty as you.
  • I miss you.
  • I wish I was as intelligent as you.
  • I've been imagining your wedding day ever since Shivangi's sister got married.
  • I keep doubting if you love me above all...except mum and dad.
  • I don't like it when you keep talking on phone and not with me.
  • I know no one has ever loved me as much as you have.
  • You are the best sister I could ever have had.
  • I've never felt the need of a brother with you in my life.
I can not remember all right now, I'll keep updating this. I can assure you there are many more confessions to make...jokes apart.

    Love
    Guilty...

    Mrinal

    Saturday, September 12, 2009

    I Want To Live Again

    I feel the fresh air
    I feel the wind whispering through my hair
    I feel like the morning dew
    I feel new

    I feel I am born again
    I want to live again

    No clue where my heart is
    No clue where I am
    No limitations
    No restrictions

    I feel I am born again
    I want to live again

    I feel like running through fields
    I feel like climbing top of the hills
    I feel like flying with the raven in the sky
    I feel like dancing with the moon
    I feel like exploring the unexplored
    I feel like going beyond the world

    I feel I am born again
    I want to live again.

    I want to find light in the dark
    I want to reach out and hold the sun

    I want to flow with the river
    I want to fall with the waterfall
    I want to rise with the wave

    I want to zoom like a canon ball
    I want to sprint like a leopard

    I feel new

    I feel I am born again

    I want to live again!

    Friday, September 4, 2009

    Random Things About Me (Part 2)



    Here I am again telling, rather blabbering about myself without knowing if anyone is even interested in knowing it. I guess I am doing this for two major reasons:
    1. I am trying to understand myself.
    2. I want my tini-mini blog to be active untill I get enough time to write the long posts I once used to.

    So without any further explanantions lets start with 'myself' :

    32. I don't like talking on phone long.
    33. I love melodramatic movies.
    34. I wonder how someone came love only and only one person at a time. Well as in you know 'boyfriend' kind of love.(Many contradictions coming to this for sure.)
    35. I have a major ego problem.
    36. I can be irritating without even caring about it.
    37. I am desperate and excited for my sister's wedding day. (Strange!? I know, girls are usually desperate and excited about their own wedding, but seriously I can't imagine myself getting married.)
    38. I don't like orange candies.
    39. I believe I am evil. NOT cruel but evil. =D
    40. I am selfish for strangers.
    41. I love cotton sarees.
    42. I don't believe in the mythical-religious stories. But I do believe in a divine power. Though I must confess I love reading, watching and hearing all these stories such as Ramayana.
    43. I want to fall in love with a complete stranger.
    44. I don't really know what is my kind of guy but from my past experiences I've realized my kind of guy would be a lean, rich, B.A.D.(it is in capitals because I want to emphasize on this one ), dumb, respectful of elders,  flamboyant, and ready to accept me as I am - without any changes.
    45. I love momos.(That is why I eat them up.)=D
    46. I don't make friends easily.
    47. I might seem shy, innocent, quite, and lovey-dovey to strangers.
    48. I get angry really fast.
    49. I believe in 'magic'.
    50. I don't really hate anyone.
    51. Once I get to know someone I stick to them.
    52. I don't like tragedies. And my entire course of this year is full of tragedies...trauma!!
    53. I adore my best buddies. (I know it is obvious but I just wanted to mention it.)
    54. I can like anything! Beleive me! if I can like 'Laga Chunri Mein Daag'- the movie, I can like anything. So say my friends. :)
    55. My grammar is BAD!!!
    56. I am bad with spellings as well. (Cool now everyone is wondering 'What is this idiot doing in a course like English hons.?')
    57. I have a 'twin'. Not the biological one but mentally and philosophically alike twin. ANCHAL. I hope you read this Anchal.
    58. Even though Sanjukta (one of my best friend) hardly likes anything in me she IS my best friend.Strange but true.
    60. I lost a best friend lately. Well it was coming for a long time but I accepted it recently.(I had 5 best friends before this.)
    61. I don't like when people say 'Bye'.
    62. I never turn around to see if the person is still standing where I lift them or have they left.
    63. I love taking long walks.
    64. I prefer face-to-face conversations.
    65. I don't like candle-light dinners. The idea just seems too obvious to me. I prefer thunders...and beaches...or mountainhills for 'romance'. But I am not much of a romantic.


    Ummm....that's it for today. I hope I did not repeat anything, I don't want to go check it, because my silly super slow computer is frustrating me now. And I want to make one of my past statements clear: when I said 'I don't like Harry Potter' I meant I did not like Harry Potter the character, because I love the series. Its my all time favorite! My school friends and I even called ourselves 'Potter Freaks or Potterish'. And about the character, I am not outrightly saying that I don't like it I am trying to say that I don't like it as much as he is hyped about. I'd prefer Ron over Harry any day! I guess I've made my point clear.

    That's it for the time being. :)

    Sunday, August 23, 2009

    Random Things About Me (Part 1)



















    1. Unfortunately or fortunately so, I miss my sister.
    2. Chilli, our kitten, made me understand a new meaning of love.
    3. I like the worlds 'thou', 'thee', 'thous't' a lot.
    4. I have 4 best-Friends. This might seem awkward to many.
    5. I am in the middle of feminism and anti-feminism.
    6. I love drinking milk.
    7. I love chocolate. This a common fact with almost everyone. I like ALL of them-dark, milk, or whatever.
    8. I hate roses.
    9. I love sunflowers.
    10. I am more close to my father than to my mother.
    11. I love Austen novels.
    12. I don't like Harry Potter much, my favorite 'Harry Potter' characters would be Ron, Voldemort, Dumbledore and Ginny. I like many other.
    13. I like reading period novels.
    14. I read a lot, and write less. =P
    15. I am not good at expressing myself.
    16. I hardly remember any specific thing from my childhood. Everything is a blur. Well I am a forgetful person.
    17. I LOVE street food.
    18. I am a big time movie buff!
    19. I have about 5 celebrity crushes right now. :P
    20. I wish to own a house near the beach.
    21. My career prospects are absolutly hazy!
    22. I love cooking.
    23. I like making cards, not for everyone...only special people.
    24. I wish Aslan was real.
    25. I believe greeks were bastards, well no offence there...I guess it is only a temporary phase...I am reading Homer's Idiad these days and one cannot blame me for having such an opinion. someone has a doubt, read it.
    26. Art is my passion.
    27. I would like to have a gay friend.
    28. I want a 'Barak Obama' for India.
    29. I am not intelligent, but smart enough. :P
    30. I am studying a subject I never thought of studying. English. And to top this I am kind of enjoing it.
    31. I love all colors. But certain shades of pink disgust me.


    That's it for now....there'll be more coming up....when I feel like telling. :)




    Wednesday, August 19, 2009

    The Wedding Date



    One of the best movie ever made.

    I know there are a whole lot of hollywood 'Big Time' romantic comedies such as 'My Bestfriend's Wedding', 'Pretty Woman', 'When Harry met Sally', 'While You were Sleeping', 'Notting Hill' and loads and loads more...these just a few, to metion. But what I am trying to say is I don't know how many people have seen this movie and liked it, but I just could'nt help falling in love with the 'guy' hooker!NICK!
    PLOT

    Kat Ellis (Debra Messing) is a single New Yorker who returns to her parents' house in London to be the maid of honor at her younger half sister's (Amy Adams) wedding. She is dismayed to discover that the best man is none other than her former fiancé, who unceremoniously dumped her two years ago. Anxious about confronting him and eager to impress him, she hires debonair male escort Nick Mercer (Dermot Mulroney) to pose as her boyfriend.

    Kat intends to make her former flame, Jeffrey (Jeremy Sheffield), jealous, but her plan backfires when Nick convinces everyone, including her, that they are madly in love. Kat then feels herself too falling for Nick as he slowly falls for her. Along the way, Kat discovers that her younger half sister, Amy, slept with Jeffrey while they were still together. This affair was the reason why Jeffrey dumped Kat because he fancied himself in love with Amy. Amy confesses her guilt to her fiancé Ed (Jack Davenport) just before the church ceremony. However, Ed decides that he loves Amy more than he is angry and they end up getting hitched after all. Kat and Nick end up together.

    I'd advice all 'romance' freaks to please try and what it! I tell you it's worth it! And to top it all it has my all time favorite song 'Sway' by Michel Buble


    I don't say this about all movies even though I am a movie freek and I watch every next movie. To top it all I almost like all the movies i watch but there are only a few that really touch my heart, or for that matter my mind. Just to add 'Kaminey' is the best movie after 'Dev D' in Bollywood this year.


    Dermot Mulroney is one of the hottest guys in Hollywood.




    Sunday, August 9, 2009

    Friendship goes 'off-the-wall'




    Warning :This post is absolutely random.

    Why do sometimes friends make you feel that YOU are not their friend? Why do friends make you feel alone in traffic? Why is there always a feeling that whenever or wherever you'll turn there 'swine-flu' waiting for you and you cannot be saved?

    WHY are these useless questions popping on your mind when your 'supposed' best friend is 'supposed' to be there ALL the time for you?

    Well I have no idea why I am writing this but I guess now that I don't have enough courage to blurt out whatever I want to say I'll use my blog to do my work. Usually I go ahead and say whatever I want to say on the person's face. But after a long long time I feel I cannot do my best part! So here I go...I won't mention any name as I am considering that the person I am referring is going to read this SOME day and won't take it badly (the later part is what that is bothering me the most).

    Ohkay we don't meet 'everyday', ohkay we are no more in 'same class' or anywhere near it that is to say not even in same college..and don't mind me saying this it's fine with me that I am not as intelligent as you are, but how does it affect our friendship? As I know it is being affected. I have no idea how you feel about me now, you've become so unpredictable these days. I wonder weather you feel the same or not. I am not saying that I might not have changed, I might have as a matter of fact. But what I am questioning is how does all this matter in the end? We were supposed to friends, right? You were supposed to tell me everything first hand. You were supposed to tell me every time whenever you felt down. But you never did, saying that you don't tell people about your feelings...well when did you start counting me in 'people'? Wasn't I your best friend?

    Even a simple message or missed call would have sent the message across that you were not fine or whatever the problem might have been! Alright I am what everyone says 'a kanjoos' but believe me whenever my friends have needed me I've always called! There is a whole lot more to say but I guess I put across the message quite clearly for the time being. I don't know what exactly makes me feel the way I do right now, but there are a whole lot of things.

    I have not the minutest of idea how are you going to feel when you read this, I know all this is pretty rash...but I just felt doing this as I cannot say it on your face. So please forgive me for everything I said, and for whatever I did tho make you behave the way you do towards me.


    Sorry, yet again.


    Sunday, August 2, 2009

    F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

    Tied with a golden thread
    Strengthened with love
    Brighter than the sun ray
    That's friendship.

    Unconditional love
    Never ending hope
    A true hearts' wish
    That's friendship.

    Enchanting

    Fantastic

    Exquisite

    Cherished

    Marvelous

    are some words that 'may' describe F.R.I.E.N.D.S.


    Happy Friendships Day to all my friends.
    Long live 'US'.


    Friday, July 17, 2009

    Ronald 'Ron' Weasley




    Ronald Bilius Weasley: Meaning

    Ronald: Having Gods' Power

    Bilius: One of the four Medieval "humors" (temperaments), indicating anger and peevishness. Ron takes his middle name from his Uncle Bilius.

    Weasley: Family name.

    Ron Weasley is Harry Potter’s best friend and the youngest son of Mollyand Arthur Weasley. The story of Ron’s life is one of being overshadowed by his family and friends, yet it is Ron’s heart and humor that have solidified his friendships and given those around him the support they needed to carry through. Tall and gangly with bright red hair and freckles. Ron has a way of keeping things lighthearted that makes him well-liked, despite occasional bouts of stress. He also played an instrumental role in Voldemort’s defeat, and though history may not remember him for it as it will Harry, Ron learned as he grew that this did not make him any less important.

    Ron met Harry on the Hogwarts Express in 1991, and they quickly became friends. A funny sort of jealousy existed between them, with Harry in awe of Ron’s family and knowledge of the wizarding world and Ron of Harry’s money and fame. However, despite feeling angry with Harry at times, such as when he thought Harry had deliberately entered the Triwizard Tournament or misled him in the hunt for Horcruxes, Ron deeply cared about his best friend and overwhelmingly supported him – putting his life on the line several times and supporting Harry in the face of doubters. Harry knew this when he quickly forgave Ron each time he returned.

    Ron also had another relationship which faced some growing pains over the years – his friendship with Hermione Granger. Though attracted to each other for years, the two showed this mainly by bickering; Ron certainly didn’t step up when he had the chance and ask Hermione to the Yule Ball, for example, though he spent the whole evening envious of her date, Viktor Krum. In his sixth year, Ron came to the cold realization that Hermione had likely snogged Krum and retaliated by getting involved with Lavender Brown. The superficial relationship soon fell apart, and though Ron continued to fear that Hermione wouldn’t think him good enough for her, they finally came around to each other just before the Battle of Hogwarts.


    Ron did manage to capture some glory while at Hogwarts, as Keeper for the Gryffindor Quidditch team. An avid Chudley Cannons fan his whole life, Ron tried out for the Gryffindor team and made it in 1995 – only to find himself a nervous wreck during matches. When he finally found his focus, though, Ron ended up being a team hero and leading them to two Quidditch cups, fulfilling a lifelong dream.

    Above all, through his childhood, Ron played an instrumental part in Harry’s epic encounters with Voldemort. Among other things he sacrificed himself so that Harry could reach the Philosopher’s Stone, journeyed with Harry into the Chamber of Secrets, helped form Dumbledore's Army, fought and was severely injured in the Department of Mysteries, defended against the Death Eaters that broke into Hogwarts, saved Harry from drowning and destroyed a Horcrux, figured out how to break into the Chamber of Secrets again, to destroy another Horcrux, and fought in the Battle of Hogwarts, breaking one of Voldemort’s Silencing Charms and defeating Fenrir Greyback. Though he later jokes of being “extremely famous”, it would not be undeserved.

    Following Voldemort’s defeat, Harry, Neville and Ron were recruited by Minister Shacklebolt to be Aurors, and seek out the remaining Death Eaters. Ron also helped George run the hugely successful Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes shop. Sometime between 1998 and 2005, Ron married Hermione, with whom he had two children, Rose and Hugo. And in the end, he got the fame he had desired ever since the Mirror of Erised showed him as Head Boy – and got his picture on a Chocolate Frog card. (These are just speculations.)


    Ron is one of my MOST favorite characters in the entire Harry Potter series, if someone does not like him keep your thoughts to yourself. Plus no one can afford to dislike him ANYWAY.

    You rock Ron!

    " Always the tone of surprise."
    -- Ron Weasley, to Hermione (Deathly Hallows)

    Weasley can save anything,
    He never leaves a single ring,
    That's why Gryffindors all sing:
    Weasley is our King.

    -- victory song (Order of the Phoenix)

    "That makes me sound a lot cooler than I was."
    -- Ron Weasley, to Harry (Deathly Hallows)


    Monday, July 6, 2009

    The Golden Friends...with a touch of gray.


    Open your eyes
    come out in the twilight
    Drain in the beauty
    and prepare yourself
    for the
    New Moon tomorrow night.



    Dear 'S'
    I know how you feel, but can you stop being an ass for ONCE? Why are you so determined to ruin yourself? Can't you see? We are better off without those freaking bitches!

    Dear Bitch 'A'
    Why the hell do you always want to prove me wrong? There are better ways to speak YOUR mind! But NO you HAVE to make me look like a donkey in a horse race!

    Dear Fucking Bitch 'S'
    Yes of course there are better ways to make someone understand, but here we are talking about YOU! You are not someone! So now do you get the point?

    Dear 'A'
    Of I do. You always catch me on my fall.



    It is not easy to define friendship. But in all my experiences with friends these were the weirdest (if that is a word, which I doubt). They are the most fascinating pair of friends I've ever seen (though I must say I have not seen much). They are the best of friends, and guess what they are each others worst enemies. I am not sure if I am right in saying that, but so it seems. But what ever may come they have been there for each other, always.


    A Unicorn Shines
    It's blood saves lives.

    A phoenix burns to
    Come back to life.

    A Centure reads the sky
    to unfold the future.

    A Creative soul
    lives, burns and unfolds
    the mystery of Thee.


    There's is the best relationship I've ever seen. They are like two different souls yet same. It is like having a best friend, and everything that is not a 'best friend'. I won't leak the names, because if I do I might just betray their trust. Well it is one of my stupid superstitions.


    A Beautiful Mind
    is hard to find.

    A Caring Heart
    is always heard.

    A Helping Hand
    is not slippery as sand.

    A creative Soul
    is like a morning song.


    I love the two creative souls even if I always say I do not. The touch of gray just adds to the spark they create.You two are like the splashes of the cold water in this freaking summer that just adds to the enjoyment list.


    [P.S. : TOUCHWOOD]







    Sunday, July 5, 2009

    It Is All Fine





    Running from the past
    Never helped, Still
    the hope stayed, that
    the moment would pass.
    The feeling so inaccurate.
    The only feeling that seem to clear
    is Disappointment, in self.

    Diary of a teenager

    I sit here on my bed today, and feel so helpless. Writing down my feelings has become my ultimate escape from reality for short durations. Though these escapes are haunted by the past. I have never been good at expressing myself, and writing is something at which I have sucked my entire life.
    After an year of the fateful day it does not help if I say 'it was the right thing to do', or 'I miss you' (because that is a lie ) or even if I try to convince myself not to think about that day (even when I am not sure which exact day or date it was, but it definatly happened around this time).
    Ah, I got carried away. Today finally I have decided to say it (or write in this case) all out loud.
    The dust of the past still lingers in my eyes. If I rub them it hurts, if I let it be it irritates. I know there are other solutions to it, but I have not been the least bit of rational in past few months. So here is the long story told short:
    A guy tried to woo me for four months I did not notice. AT ALL. Then finally when I did, I did not believe it. He was (is) far too cute! And all those questions about why would a guy like him would ever like me? started popping up. Then he proposed. I said yes. Not right away though. He behaved like a perfect boyfriend. But still I did not believe it...why the hell would he like ME? Then he started working. TIME. No talks. No meetings. I thought he did not like me anymore. I got irritated and broke up. He did not say a word.

    A month later he says: You don't call anymore...?

    THE END.

    This is my side of the story. The only problem I could locate in him was that he was a drunkard. But that's no reason to hate such a cute guy! I can not bring myself to forget him. I can't talk to him, because I get super nervous around him. For example the last time he called I started crying like a freak for no reason.

    Since then I haven't had any guy in my life, of course apart from my father and best friend. I try blaming that on the fact that I am in a girls college, but that is again no reason for not exploring my options. Not that I am desperate for another boyfriend or something. The problem is I have NO idea what is going on! I have no idea where this is going. It was not all that 'deep love' sort of thing, come to think of it it was not even love.
    OH GOD! This is freaking me out!

    I seriously want to get over all this. High time. But nothing seem to be helping. Not even TOM!



    [P.S. : 1) I have had a crush on Thomas Andrew Felton ever since I was 14 years old.
    2) The title is 'It Is All Fine' because whenever a girl says the word 'fine' that is a clear enough indication that 'nothing' is fine.]



    Thursday, July 2, 2009

    Someone's watching over me...

    I dedicate this song to my angel.....I know who he is and whatever may come, he'll keep the best for me.

    Found myself today
    Oh I found myself and ran away
    Something pulled me back
    The voice of reason I forgot I had
    All I know is you're not here to say
    What you always used to say
    But it's written in the sky tonight

    So I won't give up
    No I won't break down
    Sooner than it seems life turns around
    And I will be strong
    Even if it all goes wrong
    When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
    Someone's watching over me

    Seen that ray of light
    And it's shining on my destiny
    Shining all the time
    And I wont be afraid
    To follow everywhere it's taking me
    All I know is yesterday is gone
    And right now I belong
    To this moment to my dreams

    So I won't give up
    No I won't break down
    Sooner than it seems life turns around
    And I will be strong
    Even if it all goes wrong
    When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
    Someone's watching over me

    It doesn't matter what people say
    And it doesn't matter how long it takes
    Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
    And it only matters how true you are
    Be true to yourself and follow your heart

    So I won't give up
    No I won't break down
    Sooner than it seems life turns around
    And I will be strong
    Even if it all goes wrong
    When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
    That I won't give up
    No I won't break down
    Sooner than it seems life turns around
    And I will be strong
    Even when it all goes wrong
    When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
    That someone's watching over
    Someone's watching over
    Someone's watching over me

    Someone's watching over me.




    Monday, June 22, 2009

    Solving the Past



    The feeling that I dread the most is:
    Loneliness.
    The very thought of it makes me feel
    Alone.

    All this while
    I kept questioning.
    Why do people I love
    cast me out of their life?
    To this there is NO answer.

    And when recently I lost another person,
    I thought, why am I not feeling the loss?
    Probably I saw it coming.
    Probably I myself allowed it to happen.
    Probably the person was NOT mine,
    thus how could I loose him/her?
    It is hard to let go somebody you love.
    But I realised probably neither of us could ever be happy
    if we stayed together.

    This feeling of loosing did not fall on me like a bomb.
    It was more like dusk.
    I knew it was going to happen,
    I knew I could not prevent it,
    I knew it is the right thing.....because
    I realised that person never reciprocated my feelings.
    And when I turn to my past
    I understand I myself never really felt the way I thought I felt!
    That was complicated.
    Another thing, the feeling was not complicated.
    It was I who made the whole situation so complicated.

    No. I am not talking about any boyfriend.
    I lost a Best Friend.
    Whom 'I' thought was my Best Friend,
    but finally realized it was NEVER so.

    For the first time I am not sad for such a thing.
    Know why?
    Because I, myself never thought she/he was my Best Friend.
    Deep down in my heart I knew this relationship is fake,
    but was afraid of acknowledging the truth.
    And today I have the naked truth dancing in front of my eyes!

    I still talk to her
    but
    not the same way.
    The bogus feeling still exists.
    No we are not friends any more....
    We are just...
    someone....







    Tuesday, May 19, 2009

    Thanks To You




    'M fine
    Thanks to you.

    I eat
    I talk
    I sleep
    I survive
    Thanks to you.

    BUT
    As I walk today
    On the Highway
    searching
    for a way
    by the way on which
    I will stumble upon
    someday,
    I feel
    a feeling I cannot apprehend.
    I feel happy, for sure
    I feel unsure
    too.
    A question
    keeps buzzing
    Am I really happy?
    Or
    is it yet another illusion?
    Which creats confusion!

    But yes
    I know
    I HAVE to be happy
    content, high on spirits
    as superfluous things
    make everything
    abysmal.

    So,
    'M fortunate
    to have
    whatever I have.

    And for all this
    I
    thank you
    the Angel above
    guiding my life
    and fighting my
    obnoxious self.

    Dear Angel,
    Thanks to you
    I survive
    that too,
    as good luck would have it.


    Tuesday, May 12, 2009

    One Love :))

    Well people have the ability to love loads of things, people, etc. And in that case I am NORMAL!!I love loads of things...and my list is ENDLESS! So in short I love ALmost EVERYthing in this world! Just a small example before I start off with the main topic, I don't understand how people say that they like this movie or that movie, I mean I like ALL movies I watch, after all movies(except the REALLY bad ones, of course) have their bads and goods...right?I like something or the other about every movie and DON'T like certain things about them as well; take the example of the movie i
    watched for the 100th time today THE "DDLJ"!!I mean its SUCH A MELODRAMATIC movie. I hate the way that mother keeps on tell her poor daughter(Simran) that she'll have to sacrifice her happiness and all the crap ALL the time- JUST BECAUSE she is a GIRL !!for god sake! I just can't take that shit! AND the famous K-K-K-K-K-Kiran style of SRK it irritates me BIG TIME! But then this movie is SO beautifully picturised i just can't help watching it again and again!

    I hope the point is clear now. :)

    I've always loved animals as a mater of fact even insects(that is how weird I can be)!But to confronting them has always been difficult for me. Everyone loves some animal or other, most like dogs, others lions-tigers-leopards-and many other. And 'm NO different in this case! I love the smallest member of the cat family!

    CATS! I now some people think cats aren't good. So I'd like to advise 'these' people that just go try and become friends with them and you'll realise how lovable the are!

    I'll tell you through my own experience. My relatives have ALWAYS had cats as pets and whenever I went to meet them I used to ask them to PLEASE keep them away from me. I was SO scared of them!I never tried to even go and say a simple hello to them! And then one day my mum got a li'l kitten home! I completely fell in love with him (Chilli, A he-cat). I couldn't help it! And now that he is gone he has taught me all animals are special, it's just US who make them 'seem' scary! He became one of the loves in my life and probably the one I claim to love more than ANYBODY (yes! more than I love my parents)! THIS is Chilli:





    All I want to convey through this post is that every animal has feelings, don't drive them away, they just want love which WE have in abundance to give but don't give due to our selfishness and meanness. And 'M telling you your loving them is not a waste as animals can be humans BEST friend...they'll love you UNCONDITIONALLY, without question, without doubt, and without reasoning! They'll JUST love you!

    [P.S. :The first two photos are of my relative's cats (Patloo and Saadhu).]
    [P.P.S. : I love load of other things as well, just to add, for example chocolates, cakes, ice-creams, watermelons, walnut brownies, the word 'FREAKING', Ron Weasley, Edward Cullen, movies(as one must have guessed by now), etc...etc..etc. ]

    Friday, May 8, 2009

    The color "BLUE"




    Blue is calming. It can be strong and steadfast or light and friendly. Almost everyone likes some shade of the color blue.While blue has different symbolic meanings, individual reactions to the color blue can vary widely.

    Nature of Blue:

    A natural color, from the blue of the sky, blue is a universal color. The cool, calming effect of blue makes time pass more quickly and it can help you sleep. Blue is a good color for bedrooms. However, too much blue could dampen spirits.

    Culture of Blue:

    In many diverse cultures blue is significant in religious beliefs, brings peace, or is believed to keep the bad spirits away.

    Blue conveys importance and confidence without being somber or sinister, hence the blue power suit of the corporate world and the blue uniforms of police officers. Long considered a corporate color, blue, especially darker blue, is associated with intelligence, stability, unity, and conservatism.

    Just as seeing red alludes to the strong emotions invoked by the color red, feeling blue or getting the blues represents the extremes of the calm feelings associated with blue, i.e. sadness or depression, lack of strong (violent) emotion. Dark blue is sometimes seen as staid or stodgy — old-fashioned.

    In Iran, blue is the color of mourning while in the West the something blue bridal tradition represents love.


    Using Blue:

    A deep royal blue or azure conveys richness and perhaps even a touch of superiority. Navy blue is almost black and is a bit warmer than lighter blues. Combine a light and dark blue to convey trust and truthfulness — banker's colors. Although blue is a year-round color, pastel blues, especially along with pinks and pale yellows suggest Springtime while deep blue is a colder weather color. Create a conservative but sophisticated look with subtle contrast by combining light and dark shades of blue.


    Mix the color of blue with green for a natural, watery palette. Add gray for understated elegance.

    Sky blue and robin's egg blue, especially when combined with neutral light brown, tans, or beige are environmentally friendly color combinations.

    Throw in a dash of blue to cool down a hot red or orange scheme. Grab attention with the contrast of blue and yellow.Dark blue with white is fresh, crisp, and nautical. Red, white, and blue is a patriotic color trio for many countries, including the United States.

    Use dark blue with metallic silver accents for an elegantly rich appearance.


    Feng-Shui use of the blue color

    Blue is a magnificent feng shui color. It ranges from gentle aqua blue to the blue-green of the ocean to the deep indigo blue of the crown chakra. In feng shui, we associate blue with the clear sky and the healing, refreshing waters. It is excellent for use in the feng shui areas of East (Health & Family) and Southeast (Wealth & Abundance) of your space, as Water energy nourishes the Wood element of these two areas. Bring it in the form of wall color, art, or decor items.

    Gentle blue is an excellent feng shui choice for study, especially as a ceiling color. Several studies have shown that children performed better under the blue-colored ceiling then under the regular white one.

    Light blue is also the feng shui color of harmonious expansion and gentle growth, while darker blue evokes the feng shui energy of deep calm and serenity. Depending on your feng shui priorities, you might want to introduce some deep blue elements into your bedroom to promote better sleep or a gentle playful aqua in the living room of a big, busy family.

    Deep blue should be used sparingly in the feng shui areas of South, Northwest and West areas of your space, and freely in the North, East and Southeast. One of the most calming feng shui combinations is the combination of the blue and white colors, as it brings the energy of unlimited sky and happiness to one's space.




    Language of Blue:

    The use of blue in familiar phrases can help a designer see how their color of choice might be perceived by others, both the positive and negative aspects.

    Good blue

    • True blue - someone loyal and faithful
    • Out of the blue - unexpected (could be positive or negative)
    • Blue ribbon - first rate, top prize
    • Blueblood - person of noble birth, royalty
    • Bluestocking - well-read or scholarly woman
    • Bluebook - register of socially prominent people
    • The Blues (capitalized) - popular style of music sometimes characterized by melancholy melodies and words
    • Baby blues - Blue eyes (also see Bad blue words)
    Bad blue
    • Feeling blue - feeling sad or depressed
    • Blue devils - feelings of depression
    • The blues (not capitalized) - depression, state of sadness
    • Blue Monday - feeling sad
    • Baby blues - post-partum depression
    • Singing the blues - bemoaning one's circumstances
    • Blue laws - laws originally intended to enforce certain moral standards
    • Blue language - profanity
    • Bluenose - puritanical individual
    • Into the blue - entering the unknown or escape to parts unknown
    • Out of the blue - unexpected (could be positive or negative)


    Blue Words:

    These words are synonymous with blue or represent various shades of the color blue.

    Sapphire, azure, beryl, cerulean, cobalt, indigo, navy, royal, sky blue, baby blue, robin's egg blue, cyan, cornflower blue, midnight blue, slate, steel blue, Prussian blue.



    Blue is my crazy-favorite color!! The thing is that, ALL colors are beautiful...but SOME are real favorite to certain individuals....there are certain conceptions that certain colors are unlucky but it's NOT SO...it's just the way YOU want to look at a color...all colors fill our lives and ALL are pretty!